Post by JEZEBEL on Jul 5, 2010 10:18:12 GMT -5
We were young;;
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[/center][/font]Light the fuse and let it burn,
And take the path that leads nowhere
And take the path that leads nowhere
With a smile, we were born. Well adjusted children, slowly aging;;
Here's a little about me..
[/font]Here's a little about me..
--- But you can call me Jez, or Bell if I trust you.
--- I've been around for 3 summers.
--- And I was born on March 3rd
--- Last time I checked I was a female
--- I am 5.2 feet tall, and I weigh 150 pounds.
--- I prefer males as my partners.
--- You may notice that I am a Quietus.
--- Hey, I'm able to have children.
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Born of age, replace our youth with logic. Then slowly the child, that child, is tragic;;
How you will recognize me..
[/font]How you will recognize me..
--- My markings can be found here and there, in several different colors and such not. Obviously, my coat is mostly a calm area of earthy colors, starting with the brown that covers most of my head, dipping down over my cheeks and diving down to my nose, directly between the eyes. It also falls down and circles around each eye in a sort of ring, and then from the base of my head it travels to sweep around my neck and connecting it all. This earthy tone rose back up and launched itself down my spine, though it leaves patches where the cream of my stomach and flanks could soak through in stripes. As the cream travels down my stomach, is slowly fades into the purest shade of white, exactly like the brown of my back alters into a deeper, almost black hue.
--- I have a agile form.
--- If you look in to my eyes you'll notice they're the purest and brightest green imaginable with a black pupil.
--- My pads are gray
--- And my tongue, teeth and gums are very clean and well kept. I make sure to have a clean mouth, as odd as that may sound, and my teeth are white with a tint of that yellow we all get eventually, whereas my gums are pink and healthy and my tongue is a mixture of gray and pink.
--- Ouch, I've got one nasty scar on the back of my neck. I got that from a brawl in my younger years…I’m glad that’s all I walked away with! Though it’s hidden under fur, if you get close enough you can see its thick pink line stretching over the back of my neck. Care to take a look?
--- To you, I probably sound like on hellova lady. If I decide to really talk to you, you’ll quickly realize my voice is smooth and rich, which is really to perfect balance for a completely feminine voice.
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With the progression of, an obsession with time. Make it mine, to say Goodbye;;
Everybody has a personality...
[/font]Everybody has a personality...
--- The Good;; Jezebel can be very affectionate, social and kind when she wants to be, enjoying company when she has it and cherishing family and friends above everything else. She’s a loyal wolf, with a devoted mind and a strong-will to please and protect others. Though she is wary of strangers, she can quickly warm up to you if in the right . . . mood, so to say. She’s a very unique being, though can seem bipolar at times. All she wants is for a solid group of allies, who respect her for who she is, but this – oh my – is proving to be quite the challenge.
--- The Bad;; Thanks to her ‘issue’ Jezebel can be very distant and aloof at times, needing solitude and time on her own when she wants it, and space in harsh times where her ‘issue’ is at full volume. Then, when she is seemingly bipolar, she can be very harsh and short with those who annoy her, or are just obnoxious or rude. She is so complex, so strange really, that no one really has taken the time to get to know her, and instantly count her out if they catch her in a bad mood.
--- The Dirty;; Jezebel hasn’t much experience with love, but wouldn’t mind finding that special someone, a person who accepts her for who she is and loves her unconditionally.
- Running
- Occasional Solitude
- Affection
--- I'm not fond of:
- Unneeded violence
- Having to deal with my ‘gift’
- Obnoxious/Rude wolves
--- I have a few quirks and habits:
- I’m addicted to the moon, it seems to be my one savior, and you’ll find me outside when it’s decided to show itself.
--- My strengths would probably be:
- I can be very social if I’m in the right mood
- I will fight defending those I’ve sworn myself to
- I’ll be a great friend if you give me the chance, and you look past my differences.
--- My weaknesses would probably be:
- My stupid gift.
- People call me crazy, because I can be found talking to myself.
- I’m bipolar, and mood swings are frequent and ordinary.
--- Shh, I have a secret:
- I can see and talk to the dead. I know there might be others like me, but I don’t think that anyone would understand or believe me if I told them this. I can’t fight it, and get a weird feeling when I ‘turn it off’, so yes; I keep it on at all times. There are more spirits and ghosts lurking around then you’d think.
--- I have to admit, I'm afraid of:
- Death
- Never finding someone to protect and care for.
--- Hey, I'm proud of my accomplishments, and I'm ashamed of my failures:
- Accomplishment; When I was young, I gathered up the strength to leave home with my brother, fighting my fears of being alone to get away from the pain and agony living there brought me. The road was scary, and I was very young then, but I got through it, and made it a journey I’ll never forget.
- Failure; I couldn’t protect my brother. While we traveled, we got into a brawl with a rogue – he gave me this scar of mine – and it was us two younger wolves against a large brute in his prime. We didn’t stand a chance. I did my best to protect my brother, I really did, but that rogue stole him away from me because I couldn’t protect him. I’m sorry, Lucifer.
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You're only a moment away, a severed dream to live. Well, nights like these it strikes me, I could only quit breathing;;
My past is a window..
[/font]My past is a window..
Nyx, my mother, is deceased
Roman, my father, is deceased
--- I was born along side:
My brother, Lucifer is alive, and I’m sure I’ll meet up with him in the future,
--- I would have to say my best memory so far is:
Playing in the flower field with my family one sunny afternoon on the eve of my first year. The sun was bright, the flowers blooming and filling the air with their magnificent aroma, and I remember their smiling faces, the joy I saw in their eyes. I miss them all, but it’s time for me to start a new life, with new adventures and memories.
--- I would have to say my worst memory so far is:
Loosing Lucifer to that rogue; I disappointed him and couldn’t do what I wanted to. Will I ever get him back?
--- Let me tell you a story about myself:
I was born with my brother Lucifer, the proud daughter of Nyx and Roman, both Alphas of a previous pack, now dead and gone after their death. I was a happy child, Lucifer seeming to be my one and only friend, and I guess you could say we were inseparable. My parents both saw great potential leaders in us, though they also noticed my state of bipolar, and it was turning out to be a terrible curse. I had developed my power to see and speak to the dead much earlier in life then my brother, and Nyx and Roman willingly chose to keep it off most of the time. But me, I was unskilled, untaught, and was stuck hearing the voices in the shadows, and seeing their silver frames in the distance. It was a nightmare.
Eventually, I was able to ignore it, and started living my life normally again. But still, nothing seemed wrong. With my parents, actually. Roman was ill, gravely so, and soon his sickness spread to other members of the pack, and we started dropping like flies. Lucifer begged our Mother to let us flee the pack lands, run from the sickness that would consume us soon too, but she refused, stating that to be a great leader, you needed to take sacrifices. We weren’t buying it though, we saw the fear in the eyes, heard it through her lies when she said everything would be alright. That’s why we fled, left that night, promising never to return.
We were free, finally, but our joyous adventure quickly turned dreadful, again. Why couldn’t we be happy like so many others? Why were we so different? We ran into a rogue – a boulder of a brute – three times bigger then us, toying with our minds and murmuring careless things, waiting to catch us off guard before he leapt into action. He went for Lucifer first, but I fiercely defended him, the two of us battling it out like true leaders, willing to die to protect the other. But I let Lucifer down. I let the rogue take him away from me, while he left me on the ground, bleeding from a large wound in my next. I heard Lucifer’s howls and cries in the distance, the rogue holding him tightly in his monstrous jaws. He was gone, I was alone … I was going to die. But I didn’t, the spirits came to be, beckoning me to life, willing me to life, and I did. I lived, surprisingly because of the dead spirits and ghosts I had hated and shunned for my whole life. Up to then, that it.
I was a loner from then on, with no one by my side or to talk to; the spirits were my only companions now, keeping me company during the nights when the moon was high and the wind howled over the plains and forest. I was left to wander, completely and utterly confused and not sure what to do. But, I know deep down in my heart, Lucifer will return to me one day, and we can be the family I always knew we would be. I love you Lucifer, and please … please forgive me. [/ul][/size][/font]
We walk in bright colors, like we were only born to fade away;;
Just a little more..
[/font]Just a little more..
Yes
--- * If I had to choose a theme song, it would be: Iris – the Goo Goo Dolls
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I know, those bright eyes. A reflection of mine, that were slowly fading;;
My loving master..
[/font]My loving master..
KERI
[/center][/size]Age;; Old enough to know better, but don’t act my age one bit.
Experience;; 5, going on 6.
Characters;; Nah, but I did have Jezebel on PR, and just decided to bring her back.
Aliases;; Keri, please and thank you :>
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