Achillea [Azure]

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We were young;;

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Achillea



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Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness
And cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me

With a smile, we were born. Well adjusted children, slowly aging;;

Here's a little about me..

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[/color] Achillea Morzoni
--- But you can call me Lea
--- I've been around for seven summers.
--- And I was born on November 13th
--- Last time I checked I was female
--- I am 4’ 10” tall, and I weigh 176lbs. pounds.
--- I prefer males as my partners.
--- You may notice that I am an azure.
--- Hey, I'm not able to have pups to have children.

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Born of age, replace our youth with logic. Then slowly the child, that child, is tragic;;

How you will recognize me..

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[/color] silver, nearly white
--- My markings can be found as black tears streaming from my eyes, etched into the colors of my fur as they have darkened my heart.
--- I have a slim, even underweight form.
--- If you look in to my eyes you'll notice they're pale blue with a rounded pupil.
--- My pads are black
--- And my tongue, teeth and gums are a contrast of pointed white shooting from black. My tongue is a flesh tone of pink.
--- wouldn't call them deformities, but on my body I haveno abnormalities.
--- Ouch, I've got a railroad of scars running down my front arms.
--- I'm cursed with chronic depression and coaeliac disease
--- To you, I probably sound like an innocent lady, but for those with a well trained ear the sadness rings.

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With the progression of, an obsession with time. Make it mine, to say Goodbye;;

Everybody has a personality...

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--- The Good;; I am very intelligent. I think about every situation fully, yet act spontaneously. Things are rarely boring with me. I care deeply about others and often put their interests above my own. I am artistic and love to sing poetry to the moon and draw images from my soul.

--- The Bad;; My thinking gets the best of me. I often go into long trances where I try and sort out my thoughts or solve a problem that no one sees but me. I can not make a decision if my life depends on it. Instead of choosing left or right I will often just turn around. I am extremely negative, especially hard on myself, and prefer to be alone rather than in groups. I can be seen as rather emotionless at times, and often I feel nothing but a dull numbness radiating from my chest. I don’t trust- ever. I don’t trust you, me, or the tree. I have a habit of bleeding. It soothes me.

--- The Dirty;; I don’t like sex. It violates me and further depresses me. If a male would try to seduce me I would be repelled from him.

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-music
-art
-blood
-darkness
-lack of company

--- I'm not fond of:
-myself
-water
-social events
-sex

--- I have a few quirks and habits:
-moments of random silence
-repetition in phrases
-self harm
--- My strengths would probably be:
-intelligence
-compassion
-bravery

--- My weaknesses would probably be:
-over-thinking
-self-loathing
-anti-social tendencies
-jealousy

--- Shh, I have a secret:
-Seeing others’ happiness saddens me further. I envy them, but would never show this for I truly want them happy…I just wish I could join them.

--- I have to admit, I'm afraid of:
-never finding a permanent companion
-drowning
-myself

--- Hey, I'm proud of my accomplishments
-learning to express myself through art, even if it’s just to myself.
and I'm ashamed of my failures:
-letting all those down that I feel I have
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--- Oh, and you should probably know that:
(Anything else we should know about your character? Place it here. This is optional)


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You're only a moment away, a severed dream to live. Well, nights like these it strikes me, I could only quit breathing;;

My past is a window..

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Alana are alive(?), and unknown to me for some years now. I don’t feel I will be seeing them anytime soon.

Kulhilk is alive(?), and unknown to me for some years now. I don’t feel I will be seeing them anytime soon.


--- I was born along side:
No one


--- Other significant people in my life are/were:
I had some friends at one point, but I suppose those were simpler days.


--- I would have to say my best memory so far is:
the time where I joined a pack and I truly was accepted there. There were friends I made, and wolves to look to for help.

--- I would have to say my worst memory so far is:
leaving that pack. A war broke out, too many of us died… we all went our separate ways so they would not come after us.



--- Let me tell you a story about myself:

My tale is not a happy one. At least, I don’t see it that way…

It began in the woods. I was born, the only pup my mother bore. My mother was a kind creature, and she was an important member of our pack. My father was unknown. Because of this, I was always known as the bastard child. I never had any respect or kind words towards me for something I could never control. I hate that brute…

I left the pack when I was two winters. I could not longer stand to be in an environment where I was so deeply despised. There was a wondering group I remember from my childhood- there was another pup there that had talked to me. I enjoyed her company, and she never judged me like the others. I had been searching for them for nearly a year when I came across their trail. It was only weeks then before I found them. The female I met was still there. She had just had her first little of pups and had a loving mate. They were hunters in the group, so I joined them in their duties. My paws tread with this pack for two peaceful year. They were always kind to me-kind to everyone- but some wolves respond to kindness with hostility. They see them as objects to control. I will never understand such a mindset. Perhaps those creatures wish the kindness would be used on them and not the others, who knows.

We wondered through a pack’s lands, unaware that these were spawns of evil. They tormented our greeters, threatened our alphas, killed our pups, and drove nearly everyone away. My two friends fled with their children before it was too later for them as well. I could have gone with them, but they sought out groups…hunted them. I wouldn’t put them in more harm.

So I left to live on my own. I have been wondering as a longer for nearly two years now. I do wish to join another pack, to find another friend, but do not know if any out there will ever be like the one I once loved.[/ul][/size][/font]

We walk in bright colors, like we were only born to fade away;;

Just a little more..

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[/color] Hey, man. Rules are there for a reason, I wouldn't want to be caught off guard by something I should know:
therefore I have read the rules.
--- * If I had to choose a theme song, it would be: “Ohio is for Lovers”-Hawthorne Heights www.youtube.com/watch?v=ezA5__H8ksA
--- * I almost forgot!:
Although she is depressed, she can still be happy. It just isn’t a deep happy, and if it is it never lasts long. Along with this, she is not timid. She is somber, but she will put you in your place if she feels you are wrong. This is not confidence, this is instinct, and it acts up at unpredictable moments.[/ul][/size][/font]

I know, those bright eyes. A reflection of mine, that were slowly fading;;

My loving master..

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Cresen, Cres, Shannon

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Age;; 16
Experience;; 5
Characters;; Not yet ;3

Aliases;; Cresen, Cres

Give credits!
Character copyright to;; Cresen (me)
Design copyright to;; Cresen (me)
Quote copyright to;; Smashing Pumpkins
Image copyright to;; Cresen (me)

Oh, hey. This template was created by Noctis for Memento Mori's uses only. Do not steal this, it is considered plagiarism. All lyrics in this template are copyright to the band Mass Undergoe. I do not take credit for them.

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