Post by Narcissist on Jul 13, 2010 20:16:46 GMT -5
We were young;;
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[/center][/font] When can you truly be you, when there is more than one?
With a smile, we were born. Well adjusted children, slowly aging;;152.4 17.78
Here's a little about me..
[/font]Here's a little about me..
--- But you can call me Narcissist
--- I've been around for 8 summers.
--- And I was born on some day in late September that I just can’t seem to remember
--- Last time I checked I was Male
--- I am 170.18 cm tall, and I weigh 180 pounds.
--- I prefer Famales as my partners.
--- You may notice that I am a Firebrand.
--- Hey, I'm able to have children.
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Born of age, replace our youth with logic. Then slowly the child, that child, is tragic;;
How you will recognize me..
[/font]How you will recognize me..
--- My markings cannot be found for I have no special markings
--- I have a Medium form.
--- If you look in to my eyes you'll notice they're Amber, while my right eye has a pentagram with black pupils.
--- My pads are black.
--- And my tongue, teeth and gums are typical ivory teeth with small blood stains splattering them, my tongue is an almost reddish pink along with my gums.
--- wouldn't call them deformities, but on my body I have no physical deformities
--- Ouch, I've got six scars that trail down my back in straight lines from about where my shoulders start until just before the end of my butt.
--- I'm cursed with a split personality disorder, that I see as the evil demons that cursed me at birth and I have many anger issues, and at rare occasions depression issues.
--- To you, I probably sound like a deep voiced male
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With the progression of, an obsession with time. Make it mine, to say Goodbye;;
Everybody has a personality...
[/font]Everybody has a personality...
--- The Good;; The true me is kind and caring, I love pups and I am very respectful to my leaders. I’m always trying harder and harder to improve myself with my control over my personalities. I can be very optimistic at times, thinking every night how I want to reach for the stars and grab them to make a wish that for once I could just be me.
--- The Bad;; I hate the fact that I cannot control my other personalities, it drives me mad, at times even in to a fit of rage which can take a me a while to come down from. I always hate the fact that my rage seems to make them happy. Talon my torturous and cruel side has always taken control of me when it was time to hunt or fight sometimes he even comes out just to cause me trouble, he has always been unfair and cruel to anything and everything he went up against. Talon has yet to admit to anyone other than me that he is a separate part of me, and I have given up trying to explain it. When someone else catches me with Talon in control and does not accept the way I act I tend to walk away and leave them out of my life if possible. While Aken has a tendency to take control around females he knows that I know well or like. He tries very hard to swoon them only to want to rape them in the end, which has lead me to a solitary life and tends to keep me away from females blowing them off and acting rude just so Aken will not show his ugly head/
--- The Dirty;; I do not react well to sex, my third personality Aken revolves around sex. Every times I start to have true feelings for any female he comes out thinking of only one thing, rape. He has no feelings for sex, only to have it and be done. Because of Aken avoid sex as much as I can not wanting to get close to any females.
- Hawks
- Large bodies of water to swim in
-Tall trees
--- I'm not fond of:
-Long days in hot sun
-Areas that have small amounts of foliage
-Fish
--- I have a few quirks and habits:
-I tend to look up at the stars at night and make a wish in private to truly be just me
--- My strengths would probably be:
-My Determined
-I am very strong, I have held onto a cliff while a cougar held onto my back and scratched down it leaving me my scars before it fell to its death.
-With Talon always wanting to pick a fight I have been in many and feel very confident while in them.
--- My weaknesses would probably be:
-Females (because of Aken)
-I’m not strong minded enough to protect myself from my other personalities so other people testing them if they knew would cause them to flair about.
-I think of how I am, with my differences and I constantly wonder if there are others like me so I do not trust people to well.
--- Shh, I have a secret:
-I have split personalities that I do not tell others about, for I see them as demons, as well I do not mention that I am firebrand.
--- I have to admit, I'm afraid of:
-My other personalities taking full control
-Realizing that one of the spilt personalities I have could be the demon entered me in birth and that it will never leave me.
-That I will have a female fall in love with me and I will love her only to have Aken rape her.
--- Hey, I'm proud of my accomplishments, and I'm ashamed of my failure
-I am proud to have survived with a cougar on my back while hanging over a cliff and to only have the scars on my back
-I am ashamed to say that in the past 8 summers I have come no closer to controlling my personalities then when I was born
-I am ashamed that I do not nor have I ever known my parents and I fear it was because of the way I was born
--- Oh, and you should probably know that: there is nothing else to really know about me
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You're only a moment away, a severed dream to live. Well, nights like these it strikes me, I could only quit breathing;;
My past is a window..
[/font]My past is a window..
Unknown is unknown to me if they are dead or alive, and will never be here
Unknown is unknown to me if they are dead or alive, and will never be here
--- I was born along side:
Possibly another but I do not remember much of my first days
My siblings, is unknown to me if they are dead or alive , and and will never be here
--- Other significant people in my life are/were:
Were not in my life long enough to get to know their names I tend to not get to close to people.
--- I would have to say my best memory so far is:
Surviving my first encounter with the cougar
--- I would have to say my worst memory so far is:
-The only one I have of my mother and father looking at me with faces of disgust.
--- Let me tell you a story about myself:
(ooc: ) This was done in a short period of time and it is lame because after sitting here and filling out the entire form it left my mind a little exhausted to think of his history. If this isn’t good enough I will gladly come back later to try and think of one for him.
Narcissist has traveled the land dealing with his two separate selves who always seems to be completely different people. He has never quite grown close to any one for fear of what might happen. Most places he has traveled to he has just been one to pass through the lands never wanting to stay for long. He has been running from himself for the past few years still trying to understand why him, why was he born a firebrand why was he born with his other selves.
He has come to here to new land in hope of finding what it means to be a firebrand, to learn why he was born this way. He wants to finally belong to a real pack, and live his life to the best he can. Maybe he will finally learn to control his inner self, maybe he will learn of the demon within him, and maybe things could all go wrong. Every step a new choice and every action opens a new path with more choices. Only time here will tell what is to become of him.
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We walk in bright colors, like we were only born to fade away;;
Just a little more..
[/font]Just a little more..
have you read the rules? YUP!!!!!! =]
--- * If I had to choose a theme song, it would be: I don’t know
--- * I almost forgot!:
(Absolutely ANYTHING else about your character that we should know) Nope
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I know, those bright eyes. A reflection of mine, that were slowly fading;;
My loving master..
[/font]My loving master..
Jamie
[/center][/size]Age;; 17
Experience;; 6 years
Characters;; nope
Aliases;; You can just call me Narc for short of my character
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